bored bored bored

this is totally crappified.ive been trying to modify this thing but to no avail...oh well poor winnie is doing her chem prac now and amy is slacking ard waiting for her temasek idol and chamber pract...me,i am back alr...haha obviously...just bored...
i think humans are weird creatures...sometimes,they can be such caring people and yet, they can do such horrible things at the same time...is this the epitome of hypocrisy?ugh...ok i dunno how to spell tt..haha too lazy to check...think its rite though..ha and sometimes they just go against their principle just to gain enjoyment for a short while(and i mean a really short while)...hmmm and if they feel a certain way,y dun they just admit it?i mean so wat if it doesnt look cool or something,hey,if u wanna do it,just go ahead...nobody's stopping u...
ok when i say those stuff doesn't mean i m like a saint and dun commit them too...kinda like the poverty thing tt ms lim made us do yesterday...the poor have their principles too,but talking about them does not mean living by them...everybody have their ideals...and i am entitled to my opinion...haha
this morning,i was sitting on my bed and i just happen to look up(my bed is rite opposite the window)...i saw the sun rise...it was rather cloudy...then this huge red globe right under the clouds,so it was like grey at the top half and pink at the bottom half...very beatiful...and just then,a plane soared into the skies,just above the clouds...its nothing much really...but at tt point in time,i just felt as if i am watching something magical...it just kinda struck me...u might think tt i am very free,sitting down there looking out of my window(even if u didn't,mun yin did),but it all just happened in a split second...no tt's too fast...but it was just for a while,cuz e plane flew away and the sun got covered by the clouds...
oh well such simple things in life doesn't take a long while to enjoy...hmmm sounding like ms lim...haha but it isn't like im grateful tt the sunrise today...but i will always remember the scene...;P
hmmm ben said something last nite tt kinda got me thinking...he asked whether i am not planning to get a bf...haha then it kinda got me to think,even if i plan to,wat am i to do?go ard looking for potential bfs?haha funny image just came upon my mind...haha kinda like fishing...haha even for fishing,there is no absolute certainty...u just have to wait...maybe u can put in more bait to attract more or bigger fishes,but ultimately,it all comes down to fate..and luck of course..haha
such ridiculous stuff...haiz...hmmm funny how a simple thing can trigger such events...hmmm no linking...gg a little nuts again...ok this is definitely not a good sign...yup...and i emphasize,it spells disaster!!scary thing is,i think it kinda reciprocates...darn...argh...help me...hahaha
like i said in my previous posting,it doesn't matter if nobody understds as long as i do...
yup...kena chase out...haiz cuz its e sec time now...hahah