Today's topic:LIFE...

haha called my mum just now...and i just realised...no,cant say tt...but she resurfaced something tt i dint exactly wanna think about...my future...
i mean if i cant change wat is going to happen,then wat e hell am i working for?hmmm this can lead to the oh so overdiscussed topic... if God has est everything and everything is predestined...then wat difference does our choices make?or did he arranged the different types of choices we make?y live when even if u dun make an effort,ur life will still turn out the way God wanted it...am i sitting here typing all this because God made it so?so its like i am predestined to ask these qns and whoever reading this is going to have to think about it whether u want it or not because God made it so?hahaha i love confusing pple...ok maybe tt's cuz im confusing myself...haha
oh well life suckz...as usual...but love life,live life...haha...kiu asked me something a very long time ago...she asked,wat is life?we always say other pple have no life,but do we have a life?haha wats is life?eating,slepping,talking,playing,go sch,go out...such repetition...isn't it these kinda repetition tt got us to say tt other's lifes are boring and hence they have no life?haha does going out more often gives us 'life'?haha no wonder my econ suck...haha end up no where...ha...as foo wld say:biting ur own tail...haha
ugh i hate this..totally pathetic...feeling super lethargic...although im starting to recover from this post concert syndrome as winnie calls it...haha rather worn out...dun feel like hitting the books...this is even worst than last year la...i am so gonna die...and i have no more time alr!!!see the thing is,i know very well tt if i dun start studying soon,i really wont cut it this time...but my body refuses to listen and the body and brain wants to wage a war...but i am just too tired to let them..haha tt's really a whole bunch of crap...but tt's wat i 'm feeling rite now...totally shittified and crappified...
and y does everybody wanna go out next friday?two pple's b'dae and both wanna go out on friday...kel is the best...she wants me to go with her to go with her frento go out with her frens godsis...wat kinda outing is this?
and i can't make it for shit's chamber concert...so sad...sorry...winnie is gg back on tt day itself...and i got nobody to go with...and SAT is on the 5th...ugh...i was really looking forward to it...i wanna see the double bassist...hmmm sob sob...and i wanna see the shit play...haha...
oh ya explaining y two posts today...cuz i came back just now and it was so hot...so i went into e com room la...then got nothing to do...haha then we have this allocation thingy...so in the afternoon is the sec kids' timeslot...so this big fat guy,came along,sat next to me,then chased me out of the comp room..hahaha i make him sound rather bad...but unfortunately he has the right to do tt...darn...hahah

'SHE MOVED THROUGH THE FAIR'
My young love said to me "My mother won't mind
And my father won't slight you for your lack of kind"
And she stepped away from me and this she did say,
"It will not be long, love, till our wedding day"

She stepped away from me, and she went thro' the fair.
And fondly I watched her move here and move there.
And then she went homeward with one star awake,
As the swan in the evening moves over the lake.

Last night she came to me, she came softly in,
So softly she came that her feet made no din.
And she laid her hand on me, and this she did say
"It will not be long love, till our wedding day"

such a beautiful song...lyrics are a bit weird but e song is still nice..haha hmm