tomorrow, tomorrow, i'll love you tomorrow..

original plan for yesterday:go midvalley watch some jap film fest movie with sis' frens...everything going according to plan...went earlier to do some shopping...when it was time to meet up with her frens,mom called and told us we are gg to genting immediately!going for Annie the Musical...
synopsis:the candid and touching adventures of the world's favourite orphan comes to life on stage.and the orphan is named(drum roll....)...Annie(duh!)!
my mum got six free tix...and it was vip seats...it was RM160 each...
it was rather cute...funny la...the little girls playing the orphans were soooo cute...so hyper...reminds me of crystal...haha...and one of the female leads looked like the actress in love actually(hugh grant's natalie)and the 'old man' who adopted her looked like the granpa in gilmore girls..so basically it was an entertaining nite...haha not too bad after we hauled our butts out of the cold...managed to actually enjoyed it a bit..haha
as i was too busy catching up with my mum,i dint do anything else...ugh...and same for today...
did nothing...made my sis ferry me ard to buy sandals...hahathen got stuck in traffic jam...at least we bought one in the end...haha i was like trying to do everything today...as if i'll never get a chance to do them again...haha...
ugh...gg back tmr(dread dread dread)...haiz...
oh well,my father is into this fruit craze...haha bought a lot of fruits back just for me...hahahahahaha
gg to eat now...ta...must as well enjoy a bit more before i go to my doom tmr...

so much to do, so little time

i am blogging too much...and i cant work the stupid scanner..ugh...irritating...today,i din't do anything at all...i mean anything tt will save me...haha crappy...spend too much time slacking...i am so totally distracted..i mean...ugh

WTH AM I STILL DOING HERE?

dun worry...it's called stress relieving..haha but i am still sooo dead...
*rips self away from keyboard..ouch*

wonderful brother i have

i have a great brother...he is simple indescribable...he is so smart,tt he managed to crack the connection from the cpu to the monitor so we cant even start the com..i mean who else can achieve tt?if my sis dint have to get her documents immediately,i would still be disconnected from the rest of the world...okla tt was a bit too much...but everytime i come back on hols,my bro crashes the com...last hols it was breaking the keyboard and the mouse...last last hols it was blocking the internet...somehow...i dunno how he did it but he definitely managed tt...and last last LAST hols he destroyed the monitor...i mean JUST LEAVE THE BLOODY COM ALONE!!!!
ok done with tt,i must say a few last words,and invite all of u to my funeral...my life might end anytime...depending on when my mum finds out tt i have my jct(she doesn't know its a major exams)right after hols and tt i havnt studied...if i managed to get back to s'pore in one piece,it can happen when my heart just stops from the anxiety and stress when i finally get it in my brain tt i have a lot to study...or if i live thru the preps,i might still die when i see the paper on the desk in the exam hall...or if i am lucky(or should i say unlucky)enough to live thru all those,there is still a chance my life will end in mrs goh's hands(and all the rest of my tutors) when she knows my results...and if i still managed to hang on to my miserable life,i wil just kill myself before i tell my mom my results...
see i'm SOOOOO dead...nite

ALERT:ex-RIBians

Ms Heng is getting maried!!and it's tmr!!!confirmed by cieh shuang and mdm cheah...muahaha..and rach actually smsed the old senile wrinkled thing...haha oh and she sends her love to all the moor house gals...haha this is rather crazy...
ok must really go now...haha

darn

my post last nite wasn't published!!!haiz...irritating man,write a long one and then com hanged!!haiz..haha oh well...i shall try to rewrite it..if i rmb...haha
hmmm watched harry potter yesterday with my sisters and bro...was disappointing...the 3rd bok is like the best so far and the movie is just a total let down...i mean it's not bad la...but no climax le..if u dint read the book,it just suck la(sis opinion)..haha
oh then after tt we ate at this hong kong restaurant..kim gary...very nice restaurant...it has super cool mirror thingys as one part of the wall..and while was eating,i realised tt a lot of the staff are like short..ad i mean rahter short...they have this counter where they serve the dish and the waiters collect to serve to the ppl...those who are short ractically cant even see over the counter la..she had to tiptoe to stick the straw into the drink she was serving..rather funny..haha then the guy who served our beef steak with spaghetti and twin sauce...was crying when e served...he came along,put it down,sniffed and sobbed and told us tt the plate is hot...not to touch it...haha rather cute...he look so por thing...haha...
then we went shopping..haha was great fun..mb tt's cuz i havnt done tt in a very long time..haha she wanted to buy sandals..and i made her walk ard in stillettoes!!muahahaha
oh and i was clicking ard,then i found my pri sch frens in freindster..haha for once,friendster is useful..haha oh ym it's been such a long time...wonder if they still rmb me?hmmm...
A Voice Within

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know

You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

my big sis brought back a taiwanese series today...and it's like got this little bo in it...so cute!!!haha got super rosy cheeks...totally cute man...haha i gg a bit off alr...
haiz..must go study...haha as if i will...

bleah

i cant think of a title and i just cant stand it when i dun have a title and the whole first lie of my post get stuc there...clogging up the whole place la...haha oh ya...i was gg to say tt i have to cut down on my hahas...there are just too much everywhere!!
oh well...my sis' fren gave an extended invitation to the raleigh ppl to go street lugging!i mean how cool is tt??but of al ppl,she goes like...it's too dangerous,u cant go...and i mean just cuz she's scared does mean some accident will befall me...i dun even know how to spel it..
oh well...everything is so slow moving here...i mean i love the slacking ard...though it is definitely not helping much with my studying...ugh...overexposure to tv...hmmm never tot the greatest thing in my life rite now is discovering a new disease..haha and it is highly contagious too...since i caught it fr my bro...and i havnt even seen him for like 24/7 yet...ad he broke the tap in the kitchen...now hae to use the tap in the back kitchen(this weird hse has like two kitchen...one wet and one dry)...not tt i dun like staying at home or aything...its just tt they moved when i was in s'pore when i was in sec1...and i just like never stayed long enough to know it...i mean i feel like a bloody guest in my ow hse...just tt i gotta do the chores too...ha i mean wat a sad life...nomadic or wat?i mean i stayed at hostels longer than i stayed at home...and my bro is alr like taller than me...just a bit la...
oh and i am reading way too much...i'm like done till the last few pages...just kinda saving it just to prove tt i havnt finish the book yet...hence,not reading too much...i mean who can i fool?ha...i am seriously gg crazy...losing my mind...ugh...u know,i shouldn't publish this...

bah! i'm to lazy to write another one...

home...finally

haha finally it's home sweet home..haha i cant rmb the last time i'm so happy to e home..haha last nite was an interesting trip back..haha cuz i tumpang this time,so i brought a lot of stuff...then i realise tt i cant get it tiong bahru myself and i wil have to take cab...but had no cash..haha so i asked jul...amazingly he agreed...oh wel yu chii wet home the nite before..and mak wet ack on thurs..then chui owe me money but she wet back a day before me...hence the brokeness..haha..oh well...then both of us looked like dunno come from where one..haha each carrying like three bags..haha then we tok mrt somemore...rather funny sight..i think...haha
then my mum asked me to e at the hotel by ard 530 liddat...so i tot leaving at tt time la...then their meeting ended at 630...and then after tt,they had this discussion thingy...continuation of meeting in the lounge..until 8!haha then only we could leave...
it was a rather nice trip in all cuz i slept like all the way...had dinner at 930...then slpt all the way again...then got horrible traffic jam from muar to seremban...took an hour to get thru tt stretch which usually taes like wat?20 mins?haha...oh well...they tot it was sukma...but i have no idea...so we took e old route back..meaning thru seremban to kajang...haha the road twists so much and it is pitch black la...cannot see a thing lo..hahathe when we got to this part where they started building a highway,its like on a roller coaster...it climbs all the way up,then comes all the way down..haha wat a ride...got back home at like 2am?haha
i positively wasted this whole day...haha watched tv,played piano,read a book(i bought yesterday while waiting for my mum...went to tiong bahru plaza to walk ard...ooh it's titled 'the devil wears Prada'..such an absolutely cutesy trashy book),and listening to music...now watching mvp qing ren...haiz...
i shd start mugging soon..yest,when i was packing,i realise tt there's a bloody lot i have to do...ugh!!die die die...
go away while i kill myself...

preparations for SAT

i do believe i just redefined the meaning of study...haha ever since the 28th of may(frog's b'dae),i have been going out every single day...and tt is my studying...let's see...i covered it until tuesday...oh ya wat did i do on wednesday?i went cycling...with eunice,mak and jul...biked all e way to ecp...and how long did it take us?ONE HOUR!!haha is tt pro or wat?haha i can't believe it man...and on the way back,i banged into this man who happily walked into my path...i mean he was walking along the side of the pavement...so i had space to cycle past him...then he walked rite in front of me...i tried to avoid hitting him...which led me to fall off my bike(i mean the bike i borrowed fr ching mien)and into the drain...i mean i had no great injury...just a tiny cut...but the front brake came off...so me and jul exchanged bike...haha rather poorthing...then we decided to cycle to feng shan to fix the bike but for gotten it's public hols so shop closed...in the end just had our dinner there cuz somebody dint pack for us...haha...
so we had to go down the next day to fix the bike la...then me and jul cycled...then when we reached tanamera,it started to rain...so we seeked shelter at the bus stop...haha then got stuck in the hdb...it's all interconnected la...then after wat seemed like hours..we cycled to the bike shop...the uncle there look and said huh??like tt only ma...then he took the brake and just put them together...and both of us were just staring at it...haha and then started laughing...oh my wat a day...haha so time wasting la...i mean how dumb can it get...after all the trouble we had getting wet and all...ugh!!
oh then we played table tennis...me,jul and chui...haha kena trashed by chui...haha then i was there to like pick up balls...haha and i saw this notice board they have...then i think there is this pic of sherri(11/04) really young..mb sec1?haha rather skinny and cute...nv know she in ahs tt...haha
then i went to my aunt's place...for those ignorant,my aunt migrated to perth alr...but couz st here...so occasionally she stays there...
oh then i went to buy her dinner at parkway...then i met tiang lim,yuen leng,walmond and si wei there..haha they were like,bf leh?then pretend to look ard..haha then when i was gg to leave pp,i met carol!!haha in front of mph...and both of us were like...i wanted to call u out but my phone died...haha rather interesting..haha so i dragged her to go back wif me...oh ya i impromtu decided to go over cuz it's kel's b'dae and she alone there like so poor thing..then met tiang ilm they all again..and they were like bf leh?then i pointed to carol...haha
oh on the way to pp i met joan fr indon on the bus...i havnt met her like for 4 yrs,after she left ri and ij...oh my...brings back many many memories...haha we were so young then...oh well..haha turned out she went to bedok to swim and her relatives stay op pp..haha
then we went back and gaved kel her dinner...and then she dint wanna go out any more...so me and chan went out again...haha went to eat ice cream waffles at gelare..oh did i mention tt i ate mud pie at coffe club with pee on sat?it was super delicious!!haha had hershey choc syrup all over it!!haha...back to gelare waffles...then we went to play pool at e place beside pp...it looked very scary...cuz its old la...then got trashed by chan...haha but it was very fun!!haha then went back at like 11...haha..and the tiramisu cake tt i bought for kel melted...it was like all watery when i woke up this morning...haiz...oh well...haha but all in all it was interesting..haha
oh and then i finished my batteries and i had this sudden urge to go ikea!!haha mb cuz i read the sales page today...haha oh well...gg crazy la...haha so i went all the way there with ching chui...basically just wasted all my time...(although i brought my sat book along)pei her go buy train tix at tanjong pagar...then studied at anchorpoint...in delifrance...and i met juliana!!!haha i turned ard and suddenly she was like sitting behind me...haha so qiao...haha she in sajc hockey..haha kinda unbelievable...although i wasn't like really close to her in ij but still nice to see her..and her sis is so darn tal...i think taller than me..and skinnier than me too...haha
oh then on the train back saw this jap girl...she looked like she jumped out fr some comic book la...just several inches shorter and wider...haha and her skirt was so bloody short she must as well just have wore a fbt shorts...haha but she got muscular thighs...haha a bit freaky..oh well...doesn't do justice to the nice comics tt we see...haha
ok la...crapping too much...
it's shit's chamber concert today!!!ugh!!!i wanna go!!!haha but sadly i can't...supposed to study...as if i have done much studying...haiz...so sad...then i wanna call mak to go somewhere wif me also cannot...cuz she went home yesterday...sigh...oh well at least i'll be home soon...haha going back the day after tmr..yay!!
hmmm chel's anderson sec drama teach was featured in newspaper today...something abt geps...oh and chan din't know abt my uncle!and she said it's like so incredulous...actually it's just the same case abt her being a national canoeist la...haha both are like so out of this world..haha

HOLIDAYS!!!

yay!!it's finally here...not tt i anticipated it a lot kinda thing..haha but too much freedom...i have been going out everysingle day since friday...now,is tt crazy or wat?haha fri went with carol,sat with perpetua,sunday went to st mary's church at bukit batok(it was featured in Life!...super good architecture...very beautiful place...)mon went bishan,watched confessions of a teenage drama queen with kel(and then we got a free ticket after we watched the movie)...and today went to orchard with mak and jul...haha but today wasn't a very fun outing cuz it rained on the way back...and jul's shoes can't kena water..so we had to sneak into east meadows(teresa's condo) for shelter...but in the end it was no use cuz the rain dint subside and we came back freezing cuz the wind was very cold and strong...haha
oh and on friday,i changed my watch strap!!!haha so hapy...now in place of the yellowy transparent strap,its now a white base one with very beautiful butterfly motifs on it..hahaso nice..haha then it gave my fren the idea to buy a watch with ugly strap then change it to a nicer one...haha crappy...oh and on fri i watched the day after tmr with chan and we met so many ppl in cine la...
saw benjamin tan yeong ming(he's so far the first person i found with the same yeong..haha)he's doing much better now...at least he look like it...haha i hope he is happier now...haha
then on sat, went with pee...my, tt gal has grown,man..haha love tt crazy gal from the top of her crazy hairdo to the tips of her 3-inched feet...haha just as siao as i am happy to find her..haha i never knew she was nj's harmonica band conductor!!haha...can anyone believe tt she can conduct?haha interesting images flashing across my mind...haha
haha just now the tampines directs came back from ps(plaza singapura)..haha and got me this badge which says "WHAT THE HELL?"haha cuz when they saw it,it reminded them of me...haha so sweet of them..haha rather heart warming...
and i borrowed love actualy soundtrack today!!!haha so happy!!and it's very nice la...haha got a few songs stuck in my head alr...hahahah
thank god it's hols...or shit and poo will start getting these superbly beautiful songs stuck in their heads too...muahahaha
haiz...so sad,winnie leaving on thurs now..haha actually it's not like anybody dying..so oh well...haha...
going to watch wedding planner now...ta...