Be Happy...Somehow

Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Hestia was the sweet Goddess of the Hearth. She never married, but that's only because too many people liked her and she didn't want to hurt anybody's feelings. She was the motst gentle of the Greek pantheon and she was way cool. Like her, you make the people around you feel content and loved.Go you!

tt's some crappy which greek goddes are you quiz...i was rather entertained cuz my other one was....
Aphrodite is the patron Goddess of love, beauty and prostitutes. Though some people might think you are a ditz, you have more depth than anyone knows,not to mention the power you weild in your self-comfort.

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

yeah!!my mummy's coming to singapore tonight!!haha it's just like her to call me last minute.haha so i just found out about it...oh yesterday(went to shit's club to study with her,xy and py) tt pei wen went to uk to finish her a-lvls...haha cuz she met this gal while clubbing and they decided to go together and so they packed their bags and left!all in one week!haha oh my..haha
oh well then i finally met P's skinny fren,carin(at least i think tt's how her name is spelled)haha.she really is skinny..haha skinnier than i am!(woohoo!:))haha then yesterday couldn't study at all la...haha cuz was talking and gossiping all the way...haha crapped a lot too...reminds me of me and munyin's crap energy reserve...haha
ahh i've been watching tv the whole night la!!haha and now me gonna watch shang hai noon!!hahaha tata;)

Friday, October 15, 2004

okla i was a little bit angry just now...haha but still,she shouldn't have done tt...oh well back to greater news...JERRY IS OUT!!!woo hoo...haha finally...he is the biggest mistake i've ever seen on tv.i mean at least william hung became famous.his act,on the other hand,just falls flat.like this:"SPLAT!" haha...and at least this time,there is justice done..hmmm kiu said he from city harvest...so now we know where the support came from..haha
oh and winnie,winnie,wat a nice pair of shoes u have...haha tt's course we bought it for her b'dae present!!hehe me,shit and hui min went to vnc to get it for her..haha its the cheapest shop with the nicest shoes...haha oh well it's funny tt after we bought it for her,we were happy...haha this show tt shopping is therapeutic!haha
hmmm stayed in the comp lab today then realised tt open house started..haha so i stayed for a little while longer to check it out la.the school is so alive!haha after these past weeks,the sch is like so dead.gettting a little haunting.and the atmosphere was great!haha feel so much more energisesd after tt...mb tt's cuz all of us are like cooped up with just studying,eating,sleeping all day long.although izzat and aqil were rather poor thing la,cuz they had this game thingy going on but nobody participated.haha...they were giving out the sch blazer/jacket afterall.i mean it's not exactly appealing.haha
then i heard choir sing.they are so much better now!haha as compared to last time they could barely hold on on their own.of course i was talking abt the guys.there are only eight of them.haha at least i could hear them today and they sounded rather good...haha quality also not bad.
oh and if wee ling havn't tell you,mr tearle cheng wants to meet us outside the staffroom after the concert on monday to give us each our individual vcd from the trip!!!haha so happy...finally i get to see the product of it.haha
oh well so tt's all for now.
oh and i'm happy cuz kai shi asked mrs lau about NYU, and she said rather high chances of getting accepted!!yay!haha i just love the place!haha happy happy.

life sucks...just for your information if u had not already experienced it urself.hmmm just kena scolded.sometimes,i dun even know why i do it la.it's like i know full well i'll get scolded but i still "volunteered" myself...stupid or not?it's like everytime i do something with her,she just sits there and rlax and waits for me to do everything...well,f*** you.i am not gonna be your scapegoat or be scolded just cuz you wouldn't care to lift ur butt to exercise some initiative.so ya...and if you think you can borrow my stuff ever,think again! if u wanna use it,jolly well go and buy it urself...

but,that is the downside of living in this place.u just cant not care.if i rebeled like i said just now,haha,my life will get even suckier from now...in this place,there is just no room for selfishness...no matter how hard you hate the person,the motto is: Learn to live with it!!hah but tt doesn't mean i'm gonna allow her to trample all over me.she just watch out.even saints have a limit to their patience.step out of line and i would just looovveee to slap you hard across the face.meanwhile,have care..haha

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

help

hmmm wat's with me today...
anw,i wanna ask..anybdy out there happen to be reading this knows anything abt french universities,please tell me...u can write it in the comments...hee...

oh now i swtch to charmed...haha i think chris is so cute!well actually he is pretty ,man..haha got those beautiful eyes...haha he's real name is drew fuller...haha klah enough of these air headed stuff..
i am still coughing like shit la...and all of them tell me isound like peklyn the pig!!!haha rather funny actually...haha oh and i go for the UPenn talk on mon,then it's all quiet and listening to the speaker and i'll be coughing my lungs out...ugh..

abt me

it's this the month u are born in thing...


SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Trustworthy, loyal and honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and travelling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Choosy especially in relationships. Loves wide things. Systematic.

poem

IF I KNEW
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute to stop
and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.
There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget...............................
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me,"
"Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.
hehe quite a nice poem right?its from this forwarded msg i got abt 9/11.

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

universities

oh my...tt's such a headachy question...haiz...u see ah,us unis have to aply individually and then it's so ex somemore...then the ones i wanna apply for ah,have to atke SAT2..and i havent even registered for it yet..and then ah,sat itself is so bloody ex la...and i applying to at least two unis i think...this thing is so burning a huge hole in my pocket...sigh!!!
haiz i very lazy talk abt it alr...haha
basically,it just suck la...
even easy apps like ucas takes up a lot of time...
bluek...

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

back again

finally...i am back again...haha realiuse a trend here?i only come back after exams...so this time,prelims has finally ended...
bleah...wat u want me to say?i dunno...i dint have expectations la...at least i tot i didn't until i got back my results...then i realised tt,of course,i want to do well...i mean who in their right mind does not?u see,it's this human ego thing...even if it has got nothing to do with u,but u still wanna show tt u can do it just for the sake of showing off..haha see,eunice,i did become wiser...happy now?
at first i tot i wld be contented to stay with my results for jct...but now,i want much more...its like u just cant stop taking and taking until u have sucked everything dry...hmmmm tt's a very dangerous notion...so ya...now tt my marks are better than my jct,i want more and of course,u can only stretch it so far...so i have,as usual,set myself up for disappointment...
now,moving on to other topics...i have gotten into my shopping mood again....which i can't afford cuz i am perpetually in a broke state...so i am in trouble!and now,thanx to a dear fren of mine,i caught the shoe fetish from her!!!arghh!!!do u kow how expensive can shoe fetishes be????trust me,u dun wanna know...haha so ya...
dun u think french is so cool?i suddenly got this thought abt gg to study in france...haha let's see how tt turns out...either way,i am so gonna learn french after a's...
hmmm no time to write more so ya...tt's all for now...