Be Happy...Somehow

Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.

Thursday, December 30, 2004

Think of Me

CHRISTINE
Think of me
think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.

Remember me
once in a while -
please promise me
you'll try.

When you find
that, once again, you long
to take your heart back
and be free -
if you ever find
a moment,
spare a thought for me

(Transformation to the Gala.
CHRISTINE is revealed in full costume)

We never said
our love was evergreen,
or as unchanging as the sea -
but if you can still remember
stop and think of me . . .

Think of all the things
we've shared and seen -
don't think about the things
which might have been . . .

Think of me,
think of me waking,
silent and
resigned.

Imagine me,
trying too hard
to put you
from my mind.

Recall those days
look back on all those times,
think of the things we'll never do -
there will never be a day,
when I won't think of you . .

We never said
our love was evergreen,
or as unchanging as the sea -
but please promise me,
that sometimes you will think of me...

Music of the Night

Night time sharpens heightens each sensation...
Darkness wakes and stirs imagination
Silently the senses abandon their defences
Helpless to resist the notes I write
For I compose the music of the night...

Slowly, gently night unfurls its splendour.
Grasp it, sense it tremulous and tender
Hearing is believing music is deceiving
Hard as lightning soft as candlelight
dare you trust the music of the night...

Close your eyes for your eyes will only tell the truth
And the truth isn't what you want to see.
In the dark it is easy to pretend
that the truth is what it ought to be.

Softly, deftly music shall caress you...
Hear it, feel it secretly possess you...

Open up your mind let your fantasies unwind
in this darkness which you know you cannot fight -
the darkenss of the music of the night...

Close your eyes start a journey through a strange new world!
Leave all thoughts of the world you kenw before!
Close your eyes and let music set you free...
Only then can you belong to me...

Floating, falling sweet intoxication!
Touch me, trust me savour each sensation...

Let the dream begin let your darker side give in
to the power of the music that I write -
the power of the music of the night...

You alone can make my song take flight -
help me make the music of the night...

Angel of Music
PHANTOM'S VOICE
Insolent boy!
This slave of fashion
basking in your glory!
Ignorant fool!
This brave young suitor,
sharing in my triumph!
CHRISTINE (spell-bound)
Angel! I hear you!
Speak -
I listen . . .
stay by my side,
guide me!
Angel, my soul was weak -
forgive me . . .
enter at last,
Master!
PHANTOM'S VOICE
Flattering child,
you shall know me,
see why in shadow I hide!
Look at your face in the mirror -
I am there inside!
(The figure of the PHANTOM becomes discernible behind the mirror)
CHRISTINE (ecstatic)
Angel of Music!
Guide and guardian!
Grant to me your glory!
Angel of Music!
Hide no longer!
Come to me, strange
angel...
PHANTOM"S VOICE
I am your Angel ...
Come to me: Angel of Music ...
(CHRISTINE walks towards the glowing, shimmering glass.
Meanwhile, RAOUL has returned. He hears the voices and is puzzled.
He tries the door It is locked)
RAOUL
Whose is that voice . . .?
Who is that in there . . .?
(Inside the room the mirror opens.
Behind it, in an inferno of white light,
stands the PHANTOM. He reaches forward
and takes CHRISTINE firmly, but not fiercely, by the wrist.
His touch is cold, and CHRISTINE gasps)
PHANTOM
I am your Angel of Music . . .
Come to me: Angel of Music . . .
(CHRISTINE disappears through the mirror,
which closes behind her The door of the dressing room suddenly
unlocks and swings open, and RAOUL enters to find the room empty)
RAOUL
Christine!

lazy lazy lazy...bumming around....bones too heavy...everything is starting to fade away...blurer and blurer it becomes...so far away...fading....fading....fading....

sometimes,you just have to thank god for all the small things that helped you along the way,to make everything smoth sailing.although i cant exactly say my day was smooth sailing,but i am really grateful for wat those few who helped me in small ways they dun realise...

Saturday, December 25, 2004

hey!i'm back from bangkok..haha haiz so tired..oh MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!haha so fast time passes...soo many things have happen and i dunno where to start telling..err let's see..exams ended,i have went rock climbing,done a lot of moving(you won't believe the amount of boxes minh and lita has..haha),swimming,wanted to go kayakking but too ex..then played a lot of pool,done a lot of walking and shopping..haha
haiyo...i'm missing s'pore...haha never ever thought there would be a day i'm saying this..haha no la..more like missing the ppl!!haiz...
oh yesterday,i met my pri school fren!!haha i havn't met or had any contact with him for SIX years!!haha and he recognised me...oh he walked up and like you rmb me?and of course i did he still look the same..haha just taller..quite amazing,ain't it?fate at work i guess..haha but silly me forgotten to get his mail add so now back to like the past..no contact..sigh..hmmm
oh the only thing i rmbed was once he challenged me while we were doing chinese calligraphy..then i was kinda stubborn too so i painted a moustache for him...haha paiseh man...haha
oh did i say that i'm not coming back after christmas alr?my sisters pulled out on me again..haha wats with me and being abandoned ya?haha so shuei...
bleah i happen to miss everything man,havn't met pek they all yet then they went back to s'pore alr..then also can't meet up my my clique ppl..and my kors..and my mothers..haha
so ya..so sad but me gonna learn driving soon..and watch a lot of tv..haha bleah i running out of things to say except..MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Friday, December 10, 2004

oh my, it's been such a long time..it feels like such a long time..but looking back,it's only been a little more than two weeks after a's has ended...haha can't believe it right?well you'd better believe it..haha.
in such a short time,there are only like two m'sian guys left on the floor and the girls are all moving out tmr..
graad night has come and gone.
for those who knows carol,she's attached!!haha never tot that would happen?well it did..haha..hmmm i see many unexpected things have happened..haha oh well...
so yesterday i stayed up during the class chalet which none of my group go...i din't sleep at all until like 7+ after we watch the sunrise..if you can call watching the sky change colour sunrise..haha..so i only slept for like one and a half hour.bleah..and then all of them can go back and sleep but i have to rush to sch to do this bloody USC essay that is due TODAY!!haha come, you're welcome to congratulate me...thank you very much for your kind support...
notice how much crap i'm piling into this entry?must be my brain turning into grey fluff due to lack of sleep...
some background info: i haven't slept before 1 am for the past week..no,actually it's more than one week alr..and i always wake up very early the next day..bleah..i'm so brain dead..how am i going to edit my stupid essay in this state..haha
and if i let chung chung read it,i'm sure he'll gladly write me a wonderful, fantabulous testimonial or something..haha have you had enough to see of the extent of my crappiness?
darn i going back on the 18th tentatively,then smart asses C and W have to come back on the 18..wtf..
but then again,my mummy wanna go bangkok..so i may go home before that..since i won't have much reason to stay here soon..
hey,i let you read an excerpt from my essay..

Easy as it may seem, we have to constantly support and guide each other through all songs. Every score is an intricate web of trust and a delicate balance of interdependence and independence. Any slip a member makes can either spell the doom of the song, or it can be rescued by a strong, reliable safety net weaved by the other section members.

it's crappy rite?haha i was just letting my creative juices flow...i'm sure chung'll puke when he reads this..haha although i think mag low will suddenly love me or something..haha
ok enough is enough..i am done with crapping for today...tata