today's the day tt my brain's been the most active..imagine discovering tt its not 850 words tt ur essay is limited to but 850 CHARACTERS!!that was the ultimate test to my summary skills(which is not very good by the way..)so i ended up literally rewriting my essays!!no it's not called essays anymore..but personal statements..for my tired hands' sake i shall shorten it to ps..
i have squeezed so much of my brain juice to give them a concise and interesting one-paragraph(i hope) that my brains so dry i'm having a headache..imagine all my crap reserved energy used up!!(the thought can't even be formed completely!!)that's how terrifyingly bad the situation is..
now all i have to say is:i miss you guys out there!!all of u..really!!haha i missed our pigging out sessions in mun's room,the laughing sessions in my room during the exams period tt ppl have to sms u to tell us to shut up..i miss the noise, the laughter, even the tickles..and hitting pig of course and culik-ing dog fr u, and crowding ard ur laptop to fight like kids just to beat huong's minesweeper score.i miss going downstairs to the disgusting tv room(i dun miss the disgusting part just the journey down).i miss being able to go to the pathetic playground just because i have nothing to do..i miss my phone..i even miss huong's our-future-is-in-your-hands philosophy or other crap stuff she can come up with..i miss talking to so many ppl cuz nowadays all the ppl i see are either my family or strangers that will hopefully turn out to be my frens..i miss those carefree but not stress free days..i miss talking to my frens face to face cuz now i can only talk to them online..i miss not being able to be there to share all the mundane details of your day..from the i got caught in the rain to freaky phone calls from strangers who ask you "hello mei mei. ni hao ma?"(ok act tt was my incident but i stil miss sharing it with you!)..ok the one tt's yours is the freaky guy who tried to follow u back to the hostel(cycled past u,turned ard and said"u are so cute!!"haha tt's e ultimate!!)..ok la i admit it la..i miss singapore la..just a little bit..but it's cuz of the ppl not the place!!haha okla..i only miss the public transport..(but now i have two"drivers"..hehe my sisters ie..)
but then again i cant go back to how it was..even if i go back to the place,the guys will be in ns,the scholars are home..so it's like bits and pieces of my life are now all around the globe!!wow wat an amzing theory..hmm so theoretically i'm also all ard the world la..haha enough crap..and then winnie back in jakarta, some working..some too engrossed in anime to even visit this blog, some going to australia alr..some in vietnam (hint!!!!!), oh well ya..i guess u know wat i'm trying to say..even if u dun,it doesn't matter cuz i also dunno wat i'm saying..(told u i'm having a headache now).
oh well i guess wat i'm trying to say is tt:i'll be getting on with my life now..it's time to let go...like cindy said years ago:do not hold the sands of time too tightly, for they will all slip thru your fingers.but hold it lightly and they will stay there.so ya..muakz ppl..i'll miss ya always..