am still blinded...am i?i dunno..really have no idea..or shall i allow myself a little hope...or is tt tiny amount alr too much...a tiny little slit will let everything thru...it's like a dam...a tiny hole will break the whole thing cuz the pressure will be greater..and tt tiny amount will be enough to build my dream castle on a cloud..and a breath of negativity will demolish it...so i guess ya i definitely am still blinded.... ... time to put on my shades...
am also trying very hard not to see things thru rose-tinted glasses...but it does lend a good view to things around me eh?its like mists in the morns that you try to grasp but u only get wisps of nothing...illusions ya?definitely...ok...i shan't think so much crap..
anw, GONG XI FA CAI..... .... ... me happy cuz this yr got a lot of ang paus..cuz every year my ang pau collection periods are also cut short..sobs...hehehe...
and i feel so bloody old!!!!!oh my...i can't take it anymore...now i look at uniformed students and feel so bloody old!!!!!and my cousin's newly married wife is just 25!!she's supposed to be much older than me..not only 2 yrs older than my sis...oh my....to be face with one's age or mortality is the cruelest thing...
like they say...u spent most of your life trying to fend off middle age and suddenly you realise u are alr deep in the middle of it...argh...
and the bloody sound card is not working...so i can't hear my mp3s....sob...it's my only entertainment...sobs....
and y is everybody in uk????why??!!!i wanna go there too..i wanna go i wana go I WANNNNNAAAA GGGOOOOOO!!!!....hmph but poor me gotta forgo tt cuz it's bloody expensive!!!!i love that place..i always wanted uk...actually i never knew i'd be applying to us until i applied.....ugh!!!!!save me......
oh my mum asked us: when are you going to get bfs??haha cuz my sis and i also dun have...hahaha we did laugh our heads off though..
urgh...should i should i not?tt's the qn...