i wanted to talk about longevity, wanted to ask whether any of u know that when u add pepsi ice and pepsi fire together, u'll get a grey drink instead of the logical purple?i've been thinking too much again..
have you ever felt like ,when u were a kid again, just kena scolded or something and u'd wished tt u'll disappear or u feel really dimished?and have u ever had felt that you would suddenly feel like that again just because somebody said something or somebody did (duh!)something tt suddenly transports you to years past and u feel like finding a hole to crawl into...or more like its like picking at a wound that you thought have long healed..i never knew i will feel like that again..and at something totally not solid....haha so ridiculous..i never thought tt something so small can affect me that way..maybe tt's y i dreaded this..its like an infected wound that will just get all inflamed again at just a tiny prick!!shan't talk abt this anymore..

longevity....why do ppl wanna live for so many years??i mean it's not like the world is all at peace and there are so many weird diseases coming up...from kawasaki to the most recent SARS...and they havnt even found a cure for cancer yet..and with old age comes many many other age related diseases like rheumatism and osteoporosis..and even then, it's starting to affect ppl younger and younger(eng a bit weird but heck...) .. i mean so many ppl are so obsessed with longevity..or even immortality....the earliest i know being the chinese king in the chang-er myth(chang-er drank the king's elixir of life and floated away to the moon..)..then there is qin shi huang...and even the voldemort in harry potter wants it...(note: all things said here is without any research basis so if you disagree,just erase this entry from your memory...or u can contact me but i doubt i'll be amending anything)....oh well as for me, i've always wanted to live until the age of 65..haha y 65 i dunno...but perp promised to raid my 65th b'day and finally be able to murder me after 46 years of keeping the grudge..haha jokes of course...tt is of course if i do not die of heart attack first when i sky dive at the age of 55..hahahahahahaha

oh well..good news..i passed my undang test...then had very yummy lunch today at my dad's office(nearby)..and then had crash course before my amali..which they are not going to conduct...so basically 5 hours of compulsory theory became 3 and 1/2 hrs and then after passed got 6 hrs of theory before can mohon L license..supposed 3 hrs theory and 3 hrs amali..but they did the 3 hrs theory in 2+ hrs with a 25 min break in between!!!and i just heard crap...crap crap and more crap...and the egoistic 'penceramah' is a big fat male chauvinistic PIG!!!he kept putting the girls down and saying that the girls cant drive or stupid or wateva..and if he'd bother to look around, he'd see that whenever he made any comments about gender, the six girls out of seven people in the class will turn, look at each other and roll their eyes...insensitive and egoistic and brainless to the mix...
ok...the tv is occupying my mind rite now...so i have alr forgotten wat i wanted to say..oh well...there's so many things i wanna watch..heh...rite now, unfortunately, i live for my daily dose of tvb serials..sad case?pity me?dun...it's time i catch up to wat i've been missing out these past six years and this is one of those i missed most....mb cuz its symbolic of domestic living..ok before i start turning philosophical again,

ciao...