i lied...there's no running away from it...u try ur best to deny it..but it just comes back to haunt u...me, i mean...so ya...tt's wats finding me looking ard, in the net for consolation...there is no solace to be found anywhere...how can i describe the ominous feeling of tt ever widening pit tt's opening beneath my feet...it'll be a long fall...and the bottom will be dark and dank...it absolutely terrifies me...so accute is it that i was momentarily frozen in its magnamity..this definitely spells my impending doom.... so this is how Keanu Reeves' Constantine felt in his desperate attempt to redeem himself...i should start to do that too...but too bad for me...i'll be alone with the mice at the bottom of tt pit in about 14 hours time...pray for my soul...please...may i see the light again...