"sigh. decisions, decisions. what a load of lifechanging decisions to make. and i'm only bloody 18. this isn't fair." to quote,unqoute cal...

i know i know...me too...but i shall not pile any more sorrows into this blog...its burden is alr huge...oh well..iu have no idea y im doing so many things..i really cant wait to go but at the same time,im just too heavy to boost my spirit for the exp...

leave me on an island of books and i'll be happy...