yar she says i'll regret blah blah they're usin emotional blackmail.. tellin me theyll buy me a fuckin bmw.. i mean, they only drive a nissan. they think im too young to decide... really really really long story. i wish i died during the wkend
seriously.......... one whole lot of domestic probs... sometimes i wish i nv did well.... all the emotional blackmail.. n otha stuff.. hard to explain bt i feel fucked up to the max

with this kinda things happening, how am i to help and calm?i myself am bloody floundering..and tell you wat...i am drowning...i just cant stop crying...i tot it'll be over after sun...but no...those shadows have to keep jumping at me where i least expect it...i am definitely not up to being there for you....although i really wish to....but not now....unless u wanna jump into this storm with me?hah i dun think so...

there's been time when i just wished....i know i have nobody to blame but myself...but at the same time,how i wish tt there's somebody...i brought it upon myself cuz i let it go...te opporunities just slipped through my limp fingers cuz i was too scared to grab it..but actually its damn hard to let go...oh well...wtf