wah amazing ride!!!its the most strenous activity i've done in a very very very long time..haha i never thought i'd be able to complete it, but i did!and i'm proud of my accomplishment..it was six hours of cycling!!and i was alr damn shagged for a whole week before that..haha just see how things go..wanted not to go alr..cuz i also cant wear shoes(so i was the only crazy person who cycled ALL the way back from ecp to ntu hall 5 in slippers!!!) really really prouod..although now i'm suffering from all the strain i put my very unfit muscles to..haha twitching muscles when you're trying very hard to fall asleep is no joke, man!!but it was exhilarating cycling on the road in the wee hours of the morning, making jokes and having fun..going delusional with chocolate muffins and listening to matthew's soul-rending rendition of the reason by hoobastank..haha really an experience..
so we went to ecp by bus as this coincides with our hall anniversary..so went there and ate for free.. then played very lame games like polar bear and hunter and "we've got peace by the river" and card games tt predict shu xin's "future mother-in-law" opposing to her "wannabe relationship" with some jap guy..haha and we had lotsa fun making ppl eat fruits dipped totally in curry..
it was truly fun...and we made lotsa jokes and frens..yeah!!
then the highlight of the night started and we got our bikes and posed and took lots of pictures before we embark on our journey..
then it was riding all the way..since i'm like quite lazy and tired to write more, it was fun fun fun!!!
so ya.. we stopped numerous times to accomodate ppl whose gears got prob or fell or anything la..shu xin got a palm size bruise and lots of other bruises on her knee(she look like kena abused..muahahah) then we stopped for supper as well in clementi and then there were soooo many nus ppl there as well and met quite a few ppl there...but we were hungry and food was good..lalala...then dunno when they started calling me jing yong..or louis chia when i said my name's not jing yong..haha i act dun even know how to spell his/her name...omg....
then we talked and had fun ...lotsa fun!!robin was organising it and they said it is actually illegal cuz once there was a fatal accident and then ntu banned it..so he was very stressed and he was soooo shocked when he saw shu xin lying on the road..
haha
then it was sooo tiring, and i was very very very shagged alr...but it was like wat i said last time..no matter how hard it gets, i'll get thru it..so i have to complete it..and so i finished it and i'm the first girl to reach back!!yay!!!but i nearly fell cuz legs turned jelly..hahaha.but it was a real great sense of achievement..and so we slept at 730 am the next morning, then i missed the next day's make up lecture..
and tt was the start of my late nite rendevous...blhh.. haha

hmmm sleep...just cant get enough of it..i have been sleeping for quite sometime alr and i still wanna sleep somemore..its like i wake up for 2 hrs, energetic for 2 hhrs then i start feeling sleepy le..then if ppl entertain me for awhile then will be awake la..for AWHILE...haha then will wanna sleep again...then lectures are the worst la..i dunno how other ppl can dun sleep in lectures wan lo..how do u do it?i step into lecture sure sleep one..without fail..so wats wrong with me?hmmm i also dunno...but know tt i shouold try to get rid of this terrible habit...its just sooo lulling...they trying to drone us to sleep..eternal sleep more like it!
ugh...sleep...zzzzz..............

i have a theory as to why ppl in our society now has such an attraction to material things.
in human nature, it is inevitable to want to be lazy and just let other ppl do things for u. with material things, u can get it eg. a comp, to serve u and u only. u dun have to care abt its feelings for asking it to do those kinda stuff. wateva it is u want it to do la.dun need to be embarassed abt it. they will just serve their puspose and everybody will be happy. but if u are asking for a favor instead, u need to care abt other ppl's feelings, wat their thoughts are on this aspect, how well they will be able to do it, wat will be effect on ur friendship or wateva stage ur relationship is la. and sometimes i think its just so much easier to settle for material things.
but material things can recipocrate. it cant return wat u give to it, like taking care of it properly or wateva. and tt's where u realise tt u still need te human touch.

notice tt i got more and more incoherent rite after i started the first sentence. haha as usual my fingers and lousy typing skills cant keep up with my mind and everything is just a mess of ideas...ignore it if u dun understd.hahaha

yay found a friend!!!fast rite?
haha

second mission: find a senior to give me notes! jia you!!

i'm sad.. i've been thrown in the deep and i realise that i dunno wat to do. and there's nobody i can turn to. its like although i hav my frens, but they are not taking the same course as i am or staying in a damn far hall or wateva la.and its just not the same as havin mun last time. although we were not in same class, it was much much smaller scale and we could share everything. not like our classmates who are there all the way, and i can seem to find ppl who i can click with. i guess this is whr the challenge of being in the uni comes in. of finding your own niche and feeling comfortable and like u belong.and its like i am so blur and dunno anything. time to start anew but it is damn hard to.i just feel soo lost sometimes. and there's nobody i can ask for help from cuz there's nobody taking the exact same thing as uu are. and even if they are, they're not in the same groupp or lec or wateva shit it is as u r..sad sad..

first mission: go make friends with ppl in the same course!!!gambate!!

i should put up a disclaimer...hmmm wat shd i write there?
eg. 1 "i'm crazy. i ought to be checked into woodbridge. i'm dangerous when not in a straitjacket. verbal deluge will rain on u. dun take heed to wat i say."

eg. 2 "put your palm on the Bible and swear to tell the truth and nothing but the truth so help me,God. i dint swore to that so i'm not obliged to tell the truth and nothing but the truth here. so take it anyway u like but dun ever bring it up to me."

aiya, just trying to say tt everything said or done is actually dependant on how one infer and interpret it. so everything is not just how u see it.. there's always the other side of it. a person's interpretation is also dependant on their own personal experiences and their basic values, how they were brought up and their fundamental way of thinking. an object can draw different points of view from different ppl. like an old teaching, one man's meat mb another man's poison. so do not just take thing rigidly and see things from your own narrow view. take a step back and u'll see much more and learn much more.

alrite.enough philosophy for the day. call it crap if you want.haha i dun really care.

its a happy happy day...very relaxing..just slacking ard, cleaning the room, washing my clothes and packing up my place..and everything is so neat and tidy and clean...hee..love it to bits!!to was in such a good mood both of us decided to dress up and go out for dinner...just the two of us, dun need to worry abt waiting for other ppl or meeting up with them or headache how to meet u with them cuz they stay in e bloody far away hall..haha so me and chii went to west mall for dinner...then just walked a bit then came back...quite hilarious but it felt good all the same...

why am i taking engin?i dunno...mainly cuz i dunno wat i wanna do and i have always had an affinity for sciences and so i decided to take that..its like they say, u will be able to face a known fear no matter how daunting, but u cant face an unknown fear..so its something like that for me...
i dun dare to go and do wat i wanna do, ie finance and banking.its all too new for me..and in a sense i guess i was afraid to find myself floundering again in the deep end like i was when i just came after first 3 mths.so ya there it goes...dun ask me again...

then there's the feeling of unpreparedness that i'm feeling rite now..like i dunno wat to expect...so i guess i shd talk to my seniors more...yup i definitelly shd do tt...but never came around to doing that.and its like.. i must study hard...cuz i am really feeling it now...family responsibilities resting on my shoulders..its like when i was younger, i wanted to know..but now tt i'm older and my mum wants to let me know, i dun want to!but i know she needs somebody to talk to sometimes who isn't my dad or my sis.its just hard to say..
so..why am i in ntu?because i need the scholarship and only ntu gave it to me.so there...all questions solved...feeling muc lighter now... telling half truths or non-truthshas nv been my forte nor something i like to do..ok...enough of crap/..


haha sleep with a smile on my face tonight..

it's been so olong
and soo much have happened since then...
for one, i went for the MSA camp and it made a difference...partially cuz u find ppl in the same boat as u are...it's like u finally take off that blind fold ard your eyes and u see tt there are ppl around u going through the same thing and probably much much more..and through it all u find ppl to accompany through this journey we're all embarking on...it's gonna be fun and exciting and i'm glad there'll be this bunch of ppl to share it with me..
anyway, we had lots of fun running and around and cheering and dancing and playing all sorts of diff games...it's not tp taxing but the weather really took a toll on me and i am now sick...very sick in fact... had fever 39 degrees!!but now shd be much lower la...then went to see doc and doc said i everything also inflamed!!nose, throat, ears and lungs as wwell...gott take very good care of myself...dun wanna die of lungs inflammation or pneumonia yet..haha touch wood...
then tried to go for my hall camp...it's really really fun too...but too bad i'm so sick..haiz..oh welly well well...
just realised tt tere are soo many ppl in ntu!!then i made a good fren in elaine(she looks like chin chin)haha but is not her la...then there is james, lay sum as well, then wilson and tang ning..eric nd pang same hall as me, right opp my block in fact...then zee's fren is my next door neighbour who turned out to be yu chii's primary school mate..haha wat a small world...then i got a new phone...98416623...

Get to know yourself

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

haiz, handsome, smart AND rich!!! wat more can one ask for??

only one thing and one thing only...

anws, i just had a reunion dinner with my PE4 mates from my 3 mths in Taylors...most of them are on with their lives!!in manchester,warrick,essex,melbourne,and all kinds of weird and exotic places i long to go...it's my first reunion with them since 2 yrs (??) ago..more than 2 yrs...but nvm, wen i s still glitzy as usual, was fluffy and flirty...she is like an energy tt tak tentu arah...basically she's just so spontaneous!!

oh darn...have to continue another day..haha shopping, here i come!! ;P

Take the quiz: "What'>http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.php?id=8445">"What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"

Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

get it?get it?

shake it like a polaroid picture?????