hmmm i shdn't be doing this now but blehh, this site is an oil spill of my tots anyway...and if u read something and feel as intrigued by it as i am, feel free to leave comments..haha
anw, i was just thinking abt singapore today..its national day for singapore again..and after so many years here, i have developed mixed feelings for.. it feels like im betraying my own country by celebrating another country's national day.. is it the patriotism in us going haywire?or just our own conscience?it is quite amusing when u see ppl who like to sing the ndp songs and yet are embarassed by it..i'm not afraid to admit tt i am one of them..but the songs are still nice..and it is like so political, brain washing, trying to indoctrinate a certain mindset into us.. i read my new elective's forum abt "we are wat we celebrate" and it is like by getting ppl to celebrate together, they bond ppl and instil a sense of pride into the ppl who are celebrating it togeter. and by encouraging more foreigners to join in their celebrations, they , in a way, bind us psychologically to this country. cuz patriotism is a feeling. it is not specific to a country. u can be patriotic to any couontry in the world.. and ...blehh...lost for words..tt's all chii's fault..she's playing "lau shu ai da mi"...sigh sigh sigh...interupted my train of tots though i was trying to resist for half the song...but i failed!!!sobs...

anw, let's just talk abt stuff tt doesn't need so much of my concentration..hmmm wat have i been doing recently?
i went for joon and jing's bbq for their b'dae..then they drank..shaun got drunk..chii was high so we went to jog and ravern and james came along as well..chit eng jerry, aimei, hock chuan, was there..mostly 3rd yrs onlyme and chii freshies..funny funny..haha but it was still kinda fun although i mia-ed for awhile cuz chan called abt rayner..he also mia-ed..haha but he's is a momre serious case..i'll pray for his safety man..lolz
then before tt we had lotsa talk cock sessions, and then there were scoutings and then lotsa talk talk here, talk talk there..then on fri i went out with elayne and shaun..hen i finally bulk bought my hairbands..and lots of earrings!!!!!!!!!!!haha so happy..then got discount somemore..then there was also the chocolate heaven..lolz...then i got more involved in my og and also hall..got to know vincent, weiting , micheal, nick as well though he's not from ophiel..but it was fun the times we had..then played drinking games..drink barley!!!then got to know the second floor peeps better..james, ravern, jeffrey and daniel from 4 floor.. its been fun fun fun!! so far..lolz..then we had heart attack in shu xin's room..shopping sprees online with dearie layne..and ikea ikea ikea!!i changed my room's layout again!!
will get a cam and post it online soon..lol
so my sleeping routine has been like this since nite cycling..never sleeping before 3 am..so i made an effort last nite and manged to sleep at 3 on the dot!!haha cuz i thkn i really cannot take it alr..dun think i shd burn myself out..lol

loving elayne!!